denial.

One minute, im happy, the very next minute, im no longer happy. funny ey. How u can b happy in just a minute, and then, its all gone. Sumtimes we have to expect of the unexpected things. The prob wit me is I always expect or more to prepare for the worse. maybe for me, when I think of the worse, and when it actually happens, its not gonna be dat bad.
I do think a lot. Think and think deeply until my mind gets too tired. My friends know that. Often they tell me not to think too much and stop being super paranoid. Sumtimes, I tend to think of the unnecessary things, and it drives me nuts.

Today is not a good day though. Perasaan yg sgt serabut and kacau after sumthin happened. Not gonna elaborate more on that cuz its not sumthin to share wit other people kot. I guess I'll just keep it to myself. Anyway clah, thanks a lot. You really helped. I mean it dis time. Kt tak tau nak buat mcm mane kalau awk xde td. thanks yea. feeling much more better now. :D

Lately, im not being myself. too many distractions, I guess.
Shahira, please get back on the right track. please. stop being silly.


My sister texted me yesterday. After few msgs, she finally said this.
"I think I miss u la"
"Adik tak miss ya ke?"

And my lil bro, Adam calls me almost everyday asking me how am i doin, and etc.
Being Adam, everyone in the family knows that he's super egoistic. He wont call us without a reason.
"Adik, Adam tak boleh tido la. Adam boring"

to my only lil baby, stop being egoistic and please admit that u miss ur sister dearly. haha.
The truth is I'm missing all of you.
After exam adik balik k? :D

When you're sad, think of sumthin which can make you smile. I just did.
Goodbye Mr. Sorrow. I dont want you. I want my Mr. Joy, please. :D