Monday, February 22, 2010

21/02


Di saat kita berjauhan
Rasa ingin ku berlari
Mendakapimu penuh girang
Bak si kecil kehilangan

Kau insan penyayang
Betapa ku merindu
Lembutnya belaian ibu
Membuatku terlena.

mama, u'll always be the QUEEN of my heart. thanx for bringing us into this world. thank you Allah, for this beautiful gift. =)

Ya Allah, lindungilah ibuku di bawah lembayung rahmat-Mu. kasihanilah ibuku sebagaimana dia mengasihaniku sejak kecil. amin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA. adik sayang mama banyak2. miss you so much ma! =(



Monday, February 8, 2010

there's no shorcut to the place worth going,

salam.
080210

18.24 p.m


Nervous System Module is officially over. official as in,as a part of phase 1B syllabus, but definetely not the end of evrything since the system itself is sumthing crucial and i still think that we should have learned it earlier, meaning it should be part of 1A syllabus. baru lah nampak dunia and bole relate dgn semua system bila blaja CNS ni. its been a tough module, where it tested us mentally and physically with super packed schedule, additional subjects( general studies), and tonnes of workload. the best part is there was only one Histology class, which i kinda dislike since im not good at drawing, and its the last module with ILA,(more or less the same as PBL in ipta). ditambah pula dgn kejutan yg pelbagai, literally, which i consider as my very own personal problems. dugaan. despite its toughness, like really really susah dan complicated, surprisingly its the most interesting module ive learned so far. sgt suka module ni walaupun susah. dan walaupun selalu tachycardia especially during last ILA and exam module. just done with the end of module examination the previous week. the questions itself were quite tough and confusing. and so far, soalan exam yang paling aneh. agreed by everyone okay. im sure i did silly mistakes here and there, quite a lot sebenarnya tapi biarlah. wat is past has already past, and im pretty satisfied i did my very best till the end of it. a lil reminder for me, "Allah tak tgk keputusan yg kt dapat, tapi Allah pandang usaha kt" alhamdulillah, evrythin went well despite the ups and downs(studies wise and problems), and i managed to go thru it. thank you Allah. =)

the scalp incison: heart-shaped. =)



eversince i entered the medical school, ive always wanted to become a pediatrician. simply because i heart the kids too much. just cant resist them. anyway, after learning about the nervous system, especially when it comes to brain and anything related to it, i gave myself a second thought, why not become a neurosurgeon instead of pediatrician? mcm cool dan menarik, though its gonna be super tough. nothing is e
asy in this world, shahira anuar. lets think about this later when im already in the clinical years sbb barulah dpt rasa semua posting. anyway, a big warm welcome to the last module in phase 1B, Basic Clinical Science. how time flies so fast. lets rock it together, rakan-rakan. n oh, on the 26th of april, we're gonna sit for our very first professional exam. meaning, 8 modules from year 1 and 2 need to be covered. the marathon has just begun. tachycardia oh tachycardia. to my dearest batchmates, lets do our best for the upcoming module exam and final exam. say a BIG NO to supplement. to the rest as well, be it medical students or other courses, good luck. sama-sama kt doakan kejayaan semua, insyaAllah. :)


" Ya Allah, ajarkanlah kami bahawa belajar ini bukan kerana sesiapa tetapi hanya utkmu.
Belajar ini bukan untuk diri, bahkan utk seluruh umat rasulmu,

Belajar ini bukan utk saat ini bahkan utk sepanjang zaman.

Ajarkanlah kami apa-apa yang kami tidak tahu tentang ilmumu,

Ingatkan kami apa-apa yang kami lupa tentangmu,
Redhailah setiap langkah kami kerana kepadamu lah kami kembali"


"...dan janganlah kamu berputus asa daripada rahmat serta pertolongan Allah. Sesungguhnya tidak berputus asa daripada rahmat dan pertolongan Allah itu melainkan kaum yang kafir. " (surah yusuf 12:87)