are you prepared enough?

i've been wanting to write a new post but since i was busy juggling myself with studies and due to the time factor, so yeah, i postponed. and i guess this is the rite time. this post is a reminder for myself, and for you out there, insyaAllah.

last sunday, while i was studying for EOM-BCS exam, which was on wednesday, i received a rather-shocking news. my housemate told me that one of our batchmates, MBBS 1B student met with a car accident and passed away. Ya Allah. i was like, "farah mane ni? awk sure ke? cuba confirm balik dgn org lain" within few minutes, the news were spread around so fast. facebook, msgs, and calls from our friends, and some of them were on their way to slim river where the accident took place. terdiam sekejap. i was trying so hard to digest everything in. couldnt believe it at first, tapi i accepted it later. ive just met her last friday, and now she's gone forever. innalillah. takdir Allah. sekelip mata je Allah boleh ambil apa yg Dia pinjamkan.

the following day, almost half of our batch went to penang to pay our last respect to Allahyarhamah. Alhamdulillah, sempat tgk jenazah and sempat solatkan jenazah, and baca yaasin. suasana sgt sayu masa tu. terimbau balik semua kenangan dgn arwah. semoga arwah pg menemui-Nya dengan tenang. jenazah dikebumikan di Baling Kedah. Alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar, dan tahlil dijalankan rakan2 muslimat hr yang sama, and after exam.

honestly, were very much affected lepas arwah pg. terasa sgt kehilangannya walaupun we're not that close to her. in fact, exam kali ni rasa lain. terasa sayu sgt. lagi2 time exam, bila tgk kerusi sebelah kosong. tapi kami redha dgn pemergiannya Ya Allah. semoga dia ditempatkan bersama-sama orang2 yg beriman dan tenang di sisimu Ya Allah, insyaAllah.

to my dearest friend, farah diana, ill keep you in my heart forever and our memory remains forever, insyaAllah. our prayers will always be with you.

p/s: kt tak tau bila kt akan kembali kepada-Nya. ni mungkin masa dia, tapi masa kt? wallahu'alam. are we prepared enough for this?

i just cant imagine if dis happens to my loved ones. learn to appreciate ur loved ones while they're still around, because one day, they will be gone forever. each of us will return to Him. "trully to Allah we belong, and trully to Him shall we return. "

oleh itu, saya ingin mengambil kesempatan ini utk memohon seribu kemaafan kpd semua rakan-rakan sy dan org yg mengenali diri saya andai kata sy pernah melakukan sebarang kesalahan atau mengguris hati anda semua. sesungguhnya, sy hanya hamba Allah yg lemah penuh dgn kekhilafan. sama-sama la kt memaafkan, insyaAllah. =)

katakanlah, "sesungguhnya kematian yg kamu lari dari padanya, ia pasti menemui kamu, kemudian kamu akan dikembalikan kepada Allah, yang mengetahui yang ghaib dan yg nyata, lalu Dia beritakan kepadamu apa yang telah kamu kerjakan" (Al-jumu'ah:8)

"Dan Allah tidak akan menunda kematian seseorang waktu kematiannya telah datang. Dan Allah mahateliti terhadap apa yang kamu kerjakan" (Al-munafiqun:11)

Maka nikmat tuhan manakah yang kamu dustakan?