Sweet Lavender

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and Assalamualaikum.

Love-hate relationship with Neurology.

Hello November. I hafta admit I kinda miss rambling in my dear blog of mine. you've been loyal to me for almost,hmm 4 years? wow. eheh. been wanting to update a whole lot of everything, but yeah procrastination has always been my bestfriend. ;) now that I finally manage myself to update this blog, just forget about the whole lot of evrything, but just a little sumthin from time to time would do.

my dearest study groupmates.post exam dinner. naqib MIA.

1. First and Foremost, Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah that I passed my Final 3A exam. So,lets bid farewell to 3A and Hello 3B which makes me a medical student for another 1 year and 6 months? InsyaAllah,pray for my smooth sailing journey all the way. Thank you for never ending prayers and support(you know who you are). 3A was a very,very very tough year for me with major postings(Paeds, O&G, Medicine, Surgery, Specialty: Ortho, Neuro, Infectious disease, Ophthalmo, Psychiatry,Community Medicine). toughest year,toughest syllabus, toughest exam, the worst pre and post exam syndrome so far, u name it. now that I think of it, it was such a nighmare but at the end of the day,it turned out to be a beatiful nighmare instead. Those sleepless nights, and hard work were paid off,and most importantly,Allah always listened. syukur sgt. and me being isomniacs through out the year, was such a killer for me as I had to go through hectic days and stayed focus in class.the craziest was during final itself that I only managed to sleep for 1 n 2 hours. Its true there were times I was at the bottom most and I felt that I could not go on anymore,but giving up is not my thing. and the inner strength is always from you,O'Allah. I'm very much thankful for that :)

look at those messyness created. exam fever.

when books were my bestfriend,they were all over.

Since I entered medical school, I never had the courage to take results on my own. Its the scariest part for me to know whether you pass or fail,and thats about it. This year, my friends and I(noy and mel) went for a perfect getaway the next day after our final,on the same day results were realeased to be exact.we went to Cameron Highlands,when everyone else were at the college waiting for the results.the whole idea was to make ourselves stress free.kononnya lah kan. but it worked anyway. great momentos indeed. :D

Post exam treat

2. I'm currently enjoying my holidays before I start my elective soon. biasalah, org jakun dah lama tak dapat cuti. will be doing my elective in Queen Elizabeth Hospital,Sabah anyway. cant wait. went to Sabah twice, and fell in love with the place. and am really pampering myself during this short break. Thai massage,checked. facial,checked. reflexology,checked. and the list goes on. what matters the most is, spending my precious time with la familia and nothing beats that. :)

touched by this msg from a friend of mine, simple yet meaningful:

" kat sana nanti klu sorg2,ingat Allah selalu"

I will, kerana Dia sebaik-baik pelindung. =)

3. On the other note, counting the days for my little niece to come out soon. your auntie here cannot wait anymo,duk tunggu awk ni keluar. please at least let me see you before I start my elective,please. semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan for my dear sister and her baby. Amin. InsyaAllah, ill be getting another niece/nephew since my eldest sis has just confirmed to be pregnant. Alhamdulillah. thank you Allah. :)

Here is a little sumthing. I just love it. :)

"When you stop searching for a prince

and make Allah the king of your heart,

He will help you complete your fairytale."