dyspnea

Its only the second day of phase 3A, but everyone's complaining about their postings. guess it was a bad day for most of us, and im pretty sure we shared the same feelings equally on our very first day of 3a. kejutan budaya mungkin. i gotta admit i was a bit down yesterday, and its due to multifactorial causes. everything has changed drastically, and turning to the point of 360 degrees from nil.

we're all suffocating, arent we? baru 2 hari tapi dah terasa susah nak bernafas.

"its only the first day of 3A, but i feel so stressed, 3A is so stressful"
" korang pernah terasa nak quit medic tak?"

those were few lines from my friends.

pastu gerun tgk seniors 3A. they are in the midst of their final btw. semua muka sgt stress dan tak okay. heard both papers were really tough.
pastu status facebook semua org pon sgt depressing. our batch stress masuk 3A yg super busy, while seniors stress exam yg sgt susah. konklusi, semua stress. and its soo depressing i tell you.

lets take a deep breath. its the process of adapting. i'm sure everythings gonna be fine, sooner or later. kt semua kena kuat.

tapi sy pon tatau kenapa terasa sgt lemah semalam. penat dah pujuk diri sendiri. its the time of the month i guess.

"Your family won't change, your friends won't change, people around you won't change, but its you who need to change yourself in order to survive."

one of my friends said this to me yesterday. and i gave myself a deep thought of it. its true kan? :)