Oh monday blues.

bismillahirrahmanirrahim, pembuka kata. =)


so here i am, feel like writing again. after some time. yes. i only write when i feel like writing.

and here i am, gaining the semangat which was apparently gone few days before the holiday was about to end. the semangat is back, after i went back home again, after being in ipoh for only 3 days. nothing beats the feeling of being home. its always something beautiful and i would always appreciate every single second at home with my loved ones.


my family has always been my priority on top of everything. and i always look forward for holiday to come, plus when the siblings are all around. was looking forward to spend our quality time together. its the best feeling ever when we're complete. its the strong bond which is unbreakable that make us what we are.


n oh btw, my 2 sisters are getting married soon and they're gettin married at the same time, on the same day, insyaAllah. cool innit? i was out of words when i heard the news. its the mixed feelings again. of course i was trully happy for them, but at the same time, i cant deny that its hard for me to let them go. kalau boleh taknak sape2 pon kawin, and lets stay together forever dgn mama n papa. ok, thats so the childish side of me. abaikan. tapi saya sgt gembira ok. tell me who doesnt. my prayers will always b wit u. adik loves you both! :))


I had this monday blues awal drpd semua orang since classes started early and i dreaded the thought of going back to ipoh early when my family still on hols.
As mama was sending me off at the bus station, she started to shed some tears. sy pon start lah emo kan tp berlagak macho. then:

nano: nano dah rindu adik. =(
abe: lain bgn pagi2 adik takde, missing you dah le.
ya:nape balik ipoh awal sgt. i miss you. =(

maka hati dan jiwa raga terbang melayang dkt rumah. and kakak forced me to come back home again, jadi saya pon pulanglah. (plus the sarung cincin occasion) IPOH-SUBANG JAYA aint that far though. =)
kami semua mmg tak boleh berpisah, cause we are simply inseperable.

and the day before nano went back, she had this super duper chronic monday blues. she even cried few times, and cried again when she hugged me and abe.
"nano taknak balik sepang"-sepang je kannn. see how chronic it is.
my sister who was studying in sarawak used to has even worse symptom everytime nak balik sarawak. it runs in the family i guess. heh.

these are my fun and happening siblings. =)

EID MUBARAK 10

my pillar of strength. <3>

its been 9 years we've grown up together, and i am still couting. =)

saying goodbye is always the hardest thing to do. i miss you already. period. see you next summer, bestfriend.

p/s 1: and they are the reasons that keep me smiling. *loves*
p/s 2: Medicine posting is about to end in less than a week. semangat, please stay still, and remain as the way it should be. I'll behave, i promise. =)