Hiding from the rain and snow,
Trying to forget but I won't let go,
Looking at a crowded street,
Listening to my own heart beat.

last slide prepared for english presentation.

That rain is gloom and sunshine happiness is rather metaphorical. kann? but well, it depends. ;)


p/s: saya rasa nak pergi beach je sekarang.
oh, pretty please. ada tak org nak bwk saya?




Standing on a mountain high,

Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky. =)

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happyyyy sweet 18th bday to my lil sis who is not so lil anymore. selamat hari lahir ke dunia!! syg awk banyak banyak mcm bulan, bintang, galaksi dan banyak lagi. ;p

see you this weekend okay mokna?
loves.

mokna with his handsome arjun. loser kid. ;p

kami adalah kawan baik. always. <3>

on the other note, today was equally awesome. the case presentation on 'Breast Abscess' went really well. Alhamdulillah. "you both did really well. well done!" thank you Dato' Subra. its the self satisfaction afterall, and definetely a lot more to learn and still improving for the better.

i always think that surgery posting is awesome. i'm loving single bits of it. ;)

im not planning to go home this weekend, but but i changed my mind today and bought the ticket already.
papa called yesterday: "Adik taknak balik jaga papa ke?"
btw, papa is having eyes infection,its been 2 weeks now, and currently under quarantine. both eyes are soo red and teary, and it doesnt get any better for now. praying for ur speedy recovery pa. love you!

and mama wants me to come home. and mokna also kept on calling me and asked me whether im coming back tak. maka, decision is finally made. :)
(sorry clah tak dpt pg Bon Odori dgn awk. =( )


my favourite quote of the day:
**menstruation is a crying of uterus for wanting a baby!
-Dato' Subra.

omg, cute gilaaa kan. tell me its cute. i just cant stop imagining.


=)

best of you.

this is so random, and my love goes to all of you. its really nice to be able to meet you guys again, after some time. despite the distance, you guys are still the same old, my all time favourite subang people that i love. and you guys are still the same old crazy people that i would laugh with. it feels good having you people around, the warmth is forever there.

cuz you guys bring out the best in me.

The bestfriend, Annis Natalia Abd Hamed Shah.
the one that i miss the most!

Sofiya Wan Mohd Nor,
Ive been missing you and I mean it! glad to meet you again. :D

Nina Farhana Saleha Rahim,
the one who always care about me! appreciate it dear. =)

Nurhani Hussein,
its been a WHILE kann. miss you kakak!

The Awesome Foursome,
Siti Aliah Kamarudin and Nur Basirah Borhanuddin, saya rindu awak awak jugak selalu.

my favourite people, always!
Azzy Iyzati, and Maliq Fariz! <3>

and my favourite girls too! <3

BFF <3>

and syam, ur not forgotten! n anyway, welcome home. its good to see you again. nanti jumpa lagi kayyy? =)

till we meet again,
from Ipoh with love. ;)

starlight starbright

i forever love this song.





Lyrics | Yellow lyrics

"look at the stars, look how they shine for you" =)

sempurna. =)

dengan lafaz bismillah, saya memulakan coretan ini. =)

as a saying goes,start a day with a smile, and end the day with a smile. as simple as ABC. tapi kalau nak lebih sempurna, start a day with His words,end the day with His words. lagi afdhal kan. what matters the most is our nawaitu. with good intentions, many many good things will come our way. its the sweetness of life. :)

its 1.18 a.m, and im still awake creating this post. i just feel like blogging. perasaan yg membuak-buak. but its so unusual of me to write about my daily routines. tapi hari ni saya rasa macam nak bercerita. 'dear diary, today i woke up at...' that kinda thing. tauu kann?

so, here we go. heh. started off the day dgn rutin-rutin normal lah kan. lectures, followed by bedside teaching in the morning. its the first week of our posting btw, and currently im in a surgery posting. very interesting i shall say. and today we presented the same case to dr venkatesh, from patients that we clerked yesterday. my patient is diagnosed with Triple A, Peripheral Artery Disease, and few other findings. sangat interesting. but have to read up more bout the cases, wajibul ghunnah. done with bedside teaching, saya berkejar kejar sampai tingkat 8 just to observe procedures. the doctors esp HO were superbly nice, but unfortunately, not many procedures around that time. managed to observe few only.

back from college, went to driving class. but i coudnt really focus. most of the time i got carried away. haih. shahira, shahira. mungkin penat kot. ditambah lagi puasa hari ni since its Rejab. back from driving class at 7, then berkendiri dan went out for berbuka with my housemates.

at 8.30, my housemates and I went to A&E to observe more procedures since we missed most of it. mula-mula mcm terasa malas nak pg sbb mcm dah collapse, tp kuatkan semangat. menuntut ilmu tu kan satu ibadah. then terlintas, Rasulullah n tentera Islam menang perang Badar, and its during ramadhan. betapa kuatnya semangat jihad mereka. tapi ni baru penat sikit, konon sbb bz hari ni and puasa, dah mengeluh.


setibanya di A&E, firstly we managed to observe a suture on patient with MVA. the MA even asked us whether we want to carry the procedure, but since we are not allowed to do so at this level, observe je lah. then pegi red zone, banyak procedures but too bz. hampa lalu beralih ke yellow zone. the doctors there were super nice i tell you. we managed to observe many procedures and even allowed to assist the doctors. its the self satisfaction. masa tu terasa hilang segala penat. sgt puas hati. syukur Alhamdulillah. but then again, have to read up more. tak guna kalau observe with no knowledge kann. while talking to the patients, tiba-tiba teringat a reminder from mama;

"Orang yang sedang
menjenguk (melawat) orang sakit.Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda,
maksudnya: "Tidaklah seorang mukmin menjenguk saudaranya kecuali
Allah akan mengutus 70,000 malaikat untuknya yang akan berselawat
kepadanya di waktu siang hingga petang dan di waktu malam...hingga
... Subuh."

MasyaAllah. Amazing bukan. tapi keikhlasan tu penting. masa tu baru anda akan perasan hati anda tersenyum. =)

thats the story of the day. better off to bed now.

*case reports to submit tmrw : checked
*baca surah Al-Kahfi: checked
*call family: checked

hmm, what else?
amik wudhuk, baca doa and there you go shahira anuar.

selamat malam.

(something/someone has made my day, and i can see my heart smiling widely. :D)

terasa hari begitu sempurna walaupun penat. thank you Allah. I Love You. ;)